10% of brain myth!
Posted by: Adil Siddiq on: January 27, 2010
After having a pretty ordinary day,
i came back home.
surfed net, nothing so special or specific…
Then, I decided to watch a movie, a movie which was pinching me for so long… I kept seeing its name somewhere over and over again.
Harry Potter and The Half Blood Prince.
I hope i got the name right though…
Though , Im not a very big Harry Potter fan but, its a weird fact that I happen to watch every Harry Potter movie that comes out..
After this film, I was forced to think beyond dimension, well you know, watching Avatar and then Harry Potter, it accelerates the mind to the possibilities and the impossibilities and the sheer fact, that the only difference between these two words is the addition or emission of ‘IM’
What is this ‘IM’ ??
Now thats interesting… Or probably absurd.
But what if , what if this ‘IM’ is actually ‘I AM’ ?
At this hour of night, when it’ll be morning in a few hours, I might just have pushed my senses and the abilities of working over my very own Brain to the Dark Circle .. Or , as per the scientists have named it, something like Black Hole!
Yes, specified place or Aura in universe which is beyond the imagination of Humans yet… For simple people, Its a Mystery yet to be opened to the Mankind.
But, as per I see and have been forced to assume, certain clots of Human Brain are like the Black Hole , yet to be discovered of worked onto.
This theoretical debate has no end so, lets postpone it for a while…
So, as i was saying, as the movie ended, I eventually logged onto wikipedia.com and searched for Harry Potter. Read a little history and about the upcoming movies scheduled to be released in November 2010 and July 2011, but then I clicked to read about the Author of the Harry Potter series.
A british Woman, who while traveling in a train came up with the idea of writing Harry Potter. And later on, became one of the richest Women of Britian and the world.
Rich!? ahhh, exactly, such an attractive word… led to another question, who is the current Richest person of the world?
So, I started to search about it. Bill Gates the creator of Microsoft and Windows, the richest figure for 2009…
I read a little more about him, and the other Richest people after him..
Mian M. Mansha, a Pakistani ranked as the 98th Richest person.
As i was totally deviated from the BRAIN to the RICHEST PEOPLE, I eventually, out of no where Googled ‘Worlds Fastest Brain’
After a few more searching on it, I came to read that it is likely to be said that Humans use only 10% of their brain! and the rest is left unused…
It is weird , but I just cant stop thinking about it. The more i think, the more ideas and the questions arise from I dont even know where!!
Albert Einstein, became my next and last search for tonight.
Einstein’s reputation for being one of the foremost geniuses of the 20th century hence his brain has attracted attention , and apparent regularities or irregularities in the brain have been used to support various ideas about correlations in neuroanatomy with general or mathematical intelligence. Read a little about his Brain, How within 7 hours of his death his Brain was removed from his skull and preserved for further studies and is still kept in two Jars!
It is not ending here, but, right now my brain needs its 8 hours of deactivation, or should I say, “Activation”
83 days and no blog ?
Posted by: Adil Siddiq on: December 28, 2009
Hey Hey Hey!!
Man, I missed you. So much i cant tell.. But then again, I was hanging around a few more important things than you my little precious. So Fuck you!
Haha, Funny that I have someone whom I can force anything on to, and thats you.
Okay Okay,
So where did I go?
Well, ammmmmmm
No such excuses, I was just around the corner 
ignoring you of course, because you make me say everything to you and to the world actually.. And sometimes I feel sad and sometimes its a happy feeling….
Ok i’ll tell you a funny thing. I was going through the older entries , it was hell funny… Man, how different I can be, finding that out was FUN
We humans can be tagged as Rainbows. Different shades, light and dark, yet all the 7 shades completing us.
Ok, a little update time now…
* Full throttle work, waiting for promotion… and Raise of course
* Winter , my favorite time of the year is around… Its lovely, i get to wear warn stuff and hide my skiny-ness… shhh, just between you and I.
* My brother got engaged to his girl… Both are doctors, so it’ll be fun. They wed in Feb, and everyone is coming over… My dad and all his siblings would all be back together after 12 years. So, thats gonna be Exciting. First wedding in the family, fingers crossed….
* Smoked Sheesha all night long at a friends birthday party who actually forgot my Birthday…
* Oh yes, it was my birthday on the 22nd Dec. Im officially 24. The Birth Day was okay this year, friends were busy and so was I. But special friend did special things for me 
. Planning to read the entry i wrote on my last birthday….
* Year is about to end, so, nothing lol
* Yes, Music….. Composed some new stuff, shared a bit on Face Book. Well appreciated, so, lets see when I shave and hit the studios and dont come out of it untill Im done with the Album…
* FRIENDS… The dumbest word ever exist. Yes, now dont Mock me or i’ll kick your sweet Arsss..
* My older friends got bored of me, new people find me interesting…. Made a few new acquaintances and a few real close buddies too….
* Been blunt, Honest and Straight Forward. Non-Hypocritical and a little selfish..
* Helped my best friend’s ex-girl friend as she ran away with some guy who was ugly… that was weird, please dont beat me Mr. Cop.
* Been thinking to pursue with the old germs of photography. Hence, bought Canon 1000D from ebay. Very good deal. Will arrive on 31st Jan.
* Movies I loved this year were The Wrestler, Transformers 2 , Wake Up Sid, Rocket Singh , Inglorious Bastards
* Anxiously waiting for Iron Man 2..
* And last and the least, Listening to Keith Urban. I think I’m in love…. with the Country music….
Adios.
Happy fasting happy life, yay!!
Posted by: Adil Siddiq on: September 5, 2009
heyyy!
i’m back, though i’m not even sure that for how long. Missed writing all the tiny details of my life, thanks to my office and life and mood, that i haven’t been able to write much now.
Here are a few updates and recent events,
I’m in love, lol okay no comments.
Couple of weeks back I started to work with a couple of students on a theme song of their short film. Rahail was helping out too, but unfortunately, the technical issues led us to stop working. in short, we lost the sound card. So basically, i was very excited about this project. Unfortunate, and i’m kinda still upset about it.
Okay, lets go further on, oh yes, Ramadan! The holy month of blessings. Though it influence a lot to get back to my roots and religion and the whole experience of this month is amazing. But, the fun part is me and almost all my mates are back to GAMING! Yes, busy life and schedules don’t let us do that much
I started off playing all the games holding my childhood memories. Such as Captain Tsubasa, King Of Fighters 1997. Also, War Craft 1 and 2.
Planning to start off playing SIMS!
Face book, i deactivated my account. For a lot of reasons which a few people actually asked me but i couldn’t give them a satisfactory reply. I think I needed a pause, a break from people. Not from friends, mind you. lol
Been trying to work on a few new things in life. I hope to achieve some what of what i have in mind.
In short, i’m loving my life
Until next time,
Rab De Hawaalay.
Shakespeare again..
Posted by: Adil Siddiq on: September 5, 2009
Three sentences for getting success:
a) Know more than others
b) Work more than others
c) Expect less than others
Bonnie Blair…
Posted by: Adil Siddiq on: July 15, 2009
Winning doesn’t always mean being first, winning means you’re doing better than what you’ve done before.
Tera Chaand aur Mere Taaray…
Posted by: Adil Siddiq on: June 24, 2009
Dilon mein baat rakhay hum doobtay jaa rahe hain
Saath ik dujay ka choray hum bujhte jaa rahe hain,
Hum kehne jaa rahe hai har ulti baat
Hum nay weeraan kerdi apni har chandni raat,
Tum chaand ko takte rahe aur hum ginte rahe taaray
Hum tum sath bethe yeh kerte rahe aur Hanste rahe saray,
Jo na thay hamaray aur Na hongay tumharay
Bas kuch pal ke sahaaray, Hum takte rahe wo be’jaan Nazaaray.
Confessions in smoke….
Posted by: Adil Siddiq on: May 25, 2009
Repetition or consistency is normally labelized as a good attribute in a daily life. Be it work, relationships, activities, qualities and quantities etc… Today, I found out a sheer truth or I can even say a fact of my life. Yes, I have been consistent too. Yes, I have become good at it.
Let me break the surprise and tell you what it really is, I have become greatest in repeating my mistakes and breaking everyone’s truth , heart and soul.
I literally have blown away many things very dear to me.
I have been away from my blog and writing planet, there were reasons. The biggest is that I wanted to focus on some other things been happening around or it can even be defined in a way that I needed to take off my focus from my head, my brain and my heart. I didn’t want to take out that side of me which always urges me to wake up the loneliness and happiness at the same time in myself. The sheer power and that lightning bolt of energy particles running over in my veins with my blood cell. And as soon as it passes through my brain, KABOOM!!!
What I wrote above is something I don’t know why I say this…. I might end up missing so many words in between of my this entry today… After a long time, my brain and heart are finally together but both in the sadness of my entity. I have started to become insane of the conceptual shit we face every day in life. Humanity is on the verge of becoming the worst form of living creatures to exist on this pure precious planet we call home.
The more I think about it, the more I wish to fix things and my surroundings and when it comes to redefining things and lives, how about starting with my own self?
So the game began, the blame game where my opponent was this guy who calls himself the best person ever to be existed, Me.
Probably this isn’t the best of times to write here or even in public. But no, I need to say things at least to someone. I have become, a very complicated chewing gum. Yes, a real gum…
So much has happened lately. So much drama, the sadness and the wildness and happiness too. But there are certain things which have always made me feel the worst person. For which I completely affirm to right now.
I am a very lucky guy, I am. And I honestly thank God for making me one. Good family, good life, good work and nice hair. But more importantly, have had amazing people in my life. But the problem has been common, I met amazing people in fact saints and angels for me. Emotionally, I got attached to many people in last decade. People like Sarah, Samo, Komal, Minah, Wajiha, Zair, Mohsin, Ayesha, Anya, Sara, Rooma etc. These are the real people defining me and re=defining my life.
Blunder of my life, I let each and everyone of them down. And broke/hurt a few people so much that today, I often fear knowing new people.
Today, Sarah and Samo are far far away from me but never from my memories and heart. I treated them terribly bad. But I never thought that we’ll be this far away from each other. But they didn’t go, I pushed them away….
A little angel came into my life who taught me the meaning of FUN and laughter…. Someone I completely broke with my blunders, calculations and bull shits. And today, even by being around you, I don’t feel being with you. Being sitting beside you but, I find us separated miles away. I am not even sure if you’ll come on this blog but, this is for you Minah. You are one rocking gem I lost… lost.
I feel blessed to still have Zair, Mohsin, Ayesha, Wajiha, Anya, Sara and Rooma with me. You dudes are the bestest I tell you… And Ayesha you, I need you! I love you and I always want you to be with me always and forever. I know how hard it was for me to win you back baby, I need you and we both know that…
Yes, this is getting way too higher than all the other heights. I know, just let it be please.
But this doesn’t end here…
Two of the most dearest and nearest people to be a part of my life, who saw my every mood , every sight, for all the happiness and all the fights. My cheerful and biggest part of the last decade or even more than that. The huge part of my heart and more importantly my soul. Vicky and Hina… I have no idea if any of you know about this blog post or not. But hey, you guys complete me. You always have and maybe tonight , I feel incomplete because I don’t have you guys with me. I never ever dreamt to be left alone without you two especially you Hina. I have ran out of words to explain to you what you are to me. I know I have done terrible things lately, I broke your pride and trust, worst is I broke your soul. I am guilty but this punishment of not having you, my real love, my sister, my best friend and my heart beat… I don’t know what to write anymore, but I am broken and I need you. Back in my life, back to you…
Yes friends, this life is full of regrets like many. People I love, people I miss, people I want and people I break. This has been the only consistent part of me. For my entire life, the most painful comment I got was the someone saying that they are scared of me… I have lost myself and my way.
I need to focus, on what I was and what I have become. The pain is intense, the feelings are there but the emotions have started to fade but then, things fade out to fade in again… I feel helpless, I feel sad and I feel worse than ever.
Please, never break anyone’s heart because most of the time, we are the ones living in that pretty little heart. I broke it, now I am homeless. Tired of myself, how can you not be
PS: Dope is bad, ignore the technical errors in post..
My Friends..
Posted by: Adil Siddiq on: May 22, 2009
I started to walk a long time ago. Hopping and popping my ways to life. To the existence of the existing species. I’ve tried to fit in, to crawl into those tini tiny places where my sadness drives me whenever I’m sad. I tried to get into it but for some odd reasons i couldn’t get through completely. Then i thought to look through the colorful doors of happiness. I could hear something through it but wasn’t so sure what it was. Then i sneaked through the key hole when the immense light burnt me to ashes. Suddenly, I realized that i was on the other side of that mysterious door where I could touch the rainbows, smell the Lilly, I could fly and could dive to the depth of seas. I could love and feel it too for the first time ever. And when all my imaginations became real, I met some random acquaintances, Friends.
Adil Siddiq
H O P E !!
Posted by: Adil Siddiq on: March 30, 2009
- In: My Diary
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Every single night when there is no light in my room , I stare and search for any sign or a glimpse of tiny light in my room.
They say its madness, I call it hope.
Adil Siddiq
Oh wait, lets move On !!!
Posted by: Adil Siddiq on: March 19, 2009
In life, there comes a time when we often face a complicated and sophisticated situation involving the rapidly re transformed behaviors of our loved ones. We try to ignore this but often, we fail to do so. To say it or to silently wait, its not the question. At least not anymore. The basic query is Why?
What can make a person change into someone we don’t find our self being familiar with. Too many random questions arise, trying to pin us down from time to time and our emotions run wild. We just find ourselves turned into a drop of rain on a rope which neither falls nor stays, hanging there waiting for the gravity to overcome it. We our self make ourselves complicated but then, the conclusion, it remains a mystery to us and even to itself. We are confused in making up our mind. Either to fix things or to leave them on the people who had actually changed. Or maybe, we neglect the third possibility, its finally time to move on and away…..
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